Sometimes, humans are just way too complicated.
I, myself, are human just like others do.
Yet some humans are making me insane with their thought.
There was one day that someone told me that I was way too playful.
She told me that I was to learn being serious when it's time to be serious.
That time in my head I had this,
"what the heck? thought I was to be myself? Which means I should just be playful if I am originally born to be playful."
Over time,
I changed my mind.
Perhaps she is right.
Perhaps I should learn to know when to be playful and when to be serious.
Despite the nature that I was born to be a playful person when I'm with others.
So yeah...
Basically I changed.
I learn to be serious...
Till one day...
To my surprise...
Someone told me,
"Are you sick? You happen to be much more quieter than you were before"
So okay...
I told this person that the conversation that time does requires me to be serious.
So I did focus and be serious without feeding them with my random BS.
But again...
The same question came and hit me again a couple months after that.
This time is from another person.
"You sick? You are not talkative as you used to be"
WTF!
What's happening to all these people's?
First they came and told you to learn to be serious when it's time to be one.
Yet despite what they told you,
they came back shooting you with some ridiculous questions!
The things I've learned from this situation is that...
To be yourself no matter what others told you to.
(But of course, it you were wrong and you know you were and there's a way to change it, then change it!)
Point is...
You can never satisfy each of everyone that you knows.
Some people just prefer having a conversation with someone who's serious,
Some people just prefer having a conversation with someone who knows how to add jokes,
Some people just prefer having a conversation with someone who's knowledgeable,
Some people just prefer having a conversation with someone with the same point of view,
and I can keep going on and on mentioning so many other types of people.
But I guess you already get the point by now.
Just be yourself.
If that person is destined to be your friend,
then they won't go anywhere far from you.
Nevertheless, for something you can change to make it better,
do not hesitate to make a difference.
Coz perhaps there is time that your eyes were just blurred by something I dunno how to say.
Just think wisely and decide on what to do.
Sometimes it's just time to change...
Sometimes it's not the time to change anything...
I meant no harm.
Just typing on things that I've learned along the journeys in life...=D
Cheers...may happiness be with you always!
